If you ask somebody... in my personal experience, I went to a school here to children to bless to see. They invited a program to me - school Children’s Day, Children’s Day. A small baby came with a little garland. That garland is so heavy she can’t carry that, but her master (School teacher) gave to her, ‘You carry, go and make to Swami to wear it.’ She’s so cute. She’s trying, she’s taking, she’s climbing steps… I’m in the chair. All her masters in the chairs, she came, I made her to put on the bench. Finally, she put it. I asked, ‘What do you want?’ she said, ‘I don’t want anything. My friend is have eye problem, like three, four days eye is complete red, always water is coming.’ She’s always looking his boyfriend, his small friend - she’s always worrying on him, ‘Can you help that person?’ she’s asking. Oh my God! Oh my God what a beautiful girl! Then I... she touched my heart. I asked, ‘What do you want?’ Definitely at the time, the children’s they’ll ask different things, chocolates or whatever it is. ‘I don’t want anything. I want to go back to my place to sit.’ She’s so funny, very beautiful girl. She asked about her friend eye curing.
Where the really God energy loves you, the sensitive point, sensitive nature. When you started to ask (for) yourself - it’s not good. That’s okay, you can ask to your Master, you can fight. That’s okay in your spirituality. In the... in the long road, if you go (to) church, ‘Please, God bless my child, bless this, bless that, bless this, give me one-million-dollar lottery, da, da, da, da, da.’ You’re doing big mistake. You have to open your heart, ‘I came in your presence, I’m surrendering completely to you. This is your duty - you have to bless me whatever necessary in my life, you have to bless. I feel some difficulties in my life, you please try to notice that, try to help me.’
To be honest, in entire my life, almost all, whenever I come out to the Master here, I never ask any desire for myself to Baba – period, nothing. Even if I come outs, staying, looking to Baba just surrendering, just decharging. I will ask, ‘Try to decharge, I want to decharge some process.’ Even if he’s not taking, I go to the fire - I will decharge it. I never ask, ‘Please try to do this, please try to do this…’ To myself, even though as a human body I came, definitely there’s some problems to me also. This is true. Is it make you sense? It’s natural as I came as a human body, it’s natural the problems (come) to me. But never ask, try to bless to me, to myself.
Where the really God energy loves you, the sensitive point, sensitive nature. When you started to ask (for) yourself - it’s not good. That’s okay, you can ask to your Master, you can fight. That’s okay in your spirituality. In the... in the long road, if you go (to) church, ‘Please, God bless my child, bless this, bless that, bless this, give me one-million-dollar lottery, da, da, da, da, da.’ You’re doing big mistake. You have to open your heart, ‘I came in your presence, I’m surrendering completely to you. This is your duty - you have to bless me whatever necessary in my life, you have to bless. I feel some difficulties in my life, you please try to notice that, try to help me.’
To be honest, in entire my life, almost all, whenever I come out to the Master here, I never ask any desire for myself to Baba – period, nothing. Even if I come outs, staying, looking to Baba just surrendering, just decharging. I will ask, ‘Try to decharge, I want to decharge some process.’ Even if he’s not taking, I go to the fire - I will decharge it. I never ask, ‘Please try to do this, please try to do this…’ To myself, even though as a human body I came, definitely there’s some problems to me also. This is true. Is it make you sense? It’s natural as I came as a human body, it’s natural the problems (come) to me. But never ask, try to bless to me, to myself.
