Where the really God energy loves you, the sensitive point, sensitive nature. When you started to ask (for) yourself - it’s not good. That’s okay, you can ask to your Master, you can fight. That’s okay in your spirituality. In the... in the long road, if you go (to) church, ‘Please, God bless my child, bless this, bless that, bless this, give me one-million-dollar lottery, da, da, da, da, da.’ You’re doing big mistake. You have to open your heart, ‘I came in your presence, I’m surrendering completely to you. This is your duty - you have to bless me whatever necessary in my life, you have to bless. I feel some difficulties in my life, you please try to notice that, try to help me.’
To be honest, in entire my life, almost all, whenever I come out to the Master here, I never ask any desire for myself to Baba – period, nothing. Even if I come outs, staying, looking to Baba just surrendering, just decharging. I will ask, ‘Try to decharge, I want to decharge some process.’ Even if he’s not taking, I go to the fire - I will decharge it. I never ask, ‘Please try to do this, please try to do this…’ To myself, even though as a human body I came, definitely there’s some problems to me also. This is true. Is it make you sense? It’s natural as I came as a human body, it’s natural the problems (come) to me. But never ask, try to bless to me, to myself.