Simply you have to be strong enough no matter what it comes in your life. Eight years back when I’m meditating in my cave, in the rocks… I’m serious… pretty good raining. I’m reading the manuscripts with the oil lamp. Reading it and understanding it, “Where this guy he really explained it?” I read whole book. It took to me like six hours. Again I reviewed it next day. Again I reviewed it. I got the point, “Ok.”
It’s pretty good dark, I’m sleeping. You know the hunters? A kind of gang, like six, seven people, pretty good drunk. They know I’ll be in the cave. They thought I have some fruits, something this and that. Very strange and they’re shouting and they have the gun. They came in front of the cave. It’s only like a man hole to get in. It’s not like a big. And they’re screaming inside to me, “Come out, come out!” I didn’t go out. I really thought they were going to shoot me. Then simply, “Hey Baba, what is this?” To the protection circle, what I read in the book, it really helped to me. I started to chanting that. I have no idea what happened to them outside. They started to be frightened. Within a few minutes they’re gone. So, if they really shooted it, what can I do at the time? Can I really protect myself there? If really Mother Divine wants to shoot me by their hands, there’s no chance. I’m very close.
Need to be in the sthita pregnathata. That stage once if you come, then something we can do in the globe. Just I’m giving all these examples. You’ll do something good in the globe, but be strong. But don’t all the time putting the candle in the air, “Ok, God will take care of it.” That’s a foolishness, you know what I’m saying?
We’ll see. Krishnadeva Raya, unbelievable wealthy. That palace was really… today is anybody sleeping inside? No, it lost the energy. Such a wealthy person, extremely wealthy person became the zero. Of course he created certain things. Some good karma still flowing it, but his own house what happened? Nobody’s not putting at least an oil lamp. At least a few years later it will become a kind of museum. Thousands of people start to visit there.
When I started the ashram, simple hut and the Hanuman little bit there. Inside where is my Dwarkamai bed, there’s a well. Same here the firepit, this group is like three feet depth. And the rock, is there where my swing. All the Indian devotees who come, they use to sleep in the hut. The backside of apartments some toilets is there. Still my place, you’re fine. And I use to sleep there (under his tree), only on the simple rock. Somebody offered an old chair to sit. I’m sitting in front of the fire and just meditating and just walking toward the southwest going to my cave.
Nighttime I use to walk to my room with a huge long dress. At nighttime the police are watching, in the town. Whenever they come too close to me they’re getting little scary. Even they start to talking - I won’t talk. I have my own scarf, very skinny personality, walking fastly. And the dogs are coming in my back and some dogs is barking. The night security people little scary and they’re running away, “Oh my God, crazy.” They don’t even have dareness to come from Gagan Mahal to this place. There’s only like two, three houses, that’s all. No houses. Even that hill today you’re seeing it – no houses. After ten, fifteen years later, you can’t find any place – everywhere is the houses. All the way to the east-south, all the way backside or your apartments complete buildings. You can make as a golden statement.
On the day, when I’m sitting here in the hut, some Indian devotees are sitting. I use to tell, “Lot of westerners is coming. I’m going to teach this.” “Oh yea.” “Here the Baba Mandir is coming very elegant, big apartments, big talk.” “Oh yea.” We don’t have electricity at the time. Just a kerosene lamp. You know what I’m saying? Just they’re, “Oh yea, really? Good.” The while, villagers saying, “Ah, he always keep saying like that.” Today they come to the gate, “Oh my God he said that. Period.” They want to talk to me, no chance.
If you have the sankalpam, “yat bhava tat bhavati,” you can do it, can do it. To my hut I had very good vaastu at the time - northeast well. Not this well. In the west is gigantic hill. Pretty good I maintained it. But it’s pretty good anti-vaastu one angle. At the time, to my character, it’s perfect. Then started consulting lot of vaastu people what is what. Then pretty good damaged the vaastu to this ashram. The street focus, what I really wanted to do before, make the road, make the wall here, make the entrance northeast street hitting to the temple. Then all apartments and making extension toward the north, another here. That is a separate block, this is a separate block.
Pretty good it’s getting destroyed. I’m changing again, completely remodeling. Southeast entrance or middle south entrance. Getting out to the northeast, totally slope and making the dome, putting in the middle one big dome. Right now it’s anti-vaastu. Inside it’s pretty good ok, but overall it’s pretty good anti-vaastu – southwest extension, north cut off, there’s only east is extension. Good. So we have the concept of Brahma Consciousness. Once if your Swami’s talking to here, then he goes to the vaastu. That’s your Swami’s clarity.
Why I’m saying, I really miss the fragrance of six, eight years (back) those days. You know what I’m saying? Less tension - very free bird. I have a car, a little like rover. You see it? If you went in the pyramid floor you can see it there, still they put it, they dropped it there. It’s like a big Mercedes, Land Rover. I had the fun. It’s a good car. Very free bird, and just wherever I want to go, go and just enjoy it peacefully. How much it really changed - that’s a nightmare. Getting the part of losing my freedom is kind of, I have to admit it. You know what I’m saying? “Ok do whatever you want it. Drop it. Thank you fine.”
It’s pretty good dark, I’m sleeping. You know the hunters? A kind of gang, like six, seven people, pretty good drunk. They know I’ll be in the cave. They thought I have some fruits, something this and that. Very strange and they’re shouting and they have the gun. They came in front of the cave. It’s only like a man hole to get in. It’s not like a big. And they’re screaming inside to me, “Come out, come out!” I didn’t go out. I really thought they were going to shoot me. Then simply, “Hey Baba, what is this?” To the protection circle, what I read in the book, it really helped to me. I started to chanting that. I have no idea what happened to them outside. They started to be frightened. Within a few minutes they’re gone. So, if they really shooted it, what can I do at the time? Can I really protect myself there? If really Mother Divine wants to shoot me by their hands, there’s no chance. I’m very close.
Need to be in the sthita pregnathata. That stage once if you come, then something we can do in the globe. Just I’m giving all these examples. You’ll do something good in the globe, but be strong. But don’t all the time putting the candle in the air, “Ok, God will take care of it.” That’s a foolishness, you know what I’m saying?
We’ll see. Krishnadeva Raya, unbelievable wealthy. That palace was really… today is anybody sleeping inside? No, it lost the energy. Such a wealthy person, extremely wealthy person became the zero. Of course he created certain things. Some good karma still flowing it, but his own house what happened? Nobody’s not putting at least an oil lamp. At least a few years later it will become a kind of museum. Thousands of people start to visit there.
When I started the ashram, simple hut and the Hanuman little bit there. Inside where is my Dwarkamai bed, there’s a well. Same here the firepit, this group is like three feet depth. And the rock, is there where my swing. All the Indian devotees who come, they use to sleep in the hut. The backside of apartments some toilets is there. Still my place, you’re fine. And I use to sleep there (under his tree), only on the simple rock. Somebody offered an old chair to sit. I’m sitting in front of the fire and just meditating and just walking toward the southwest going to my cave.
Nighttime I use to walk to my room with a huge long dress. At nighttime the police are watching, in the town. Whenever they come too close to me they’re getting little scary. Even they start to talking - I won’t talk. I have my own scarf, very skinny personality, walking fastly. And the dogs are coming in my back and some dogs is barking. The night security people little scary and they’re running away, “Oh my God, crazy.” They don’t even have dareness to come from Gagan Mahal to this place. There’s only like two, three houses, that’s all. No houses. Even that hill today you’re seeing it – no houses. After ten, fifteen years later, you can’t find any place – everywhere is the houses. All the way to the east-south, all the way backside or your apartments complete buildings. You can make as a golden statement.
On the day, when I’m sitting here in the hut, some Indian devotees are sitting. I use to tell, “Lot of westerners is coming. I’m going to teach this.” “Oh yea.” “Here the Baba Mandir is coming very elegant, big apartments, big talk.” “Oh yea.” We don’t have electricity at the time. Just a kerosene lamp. You know what I’m saying? Just they’re, “Oh yea, really? Good.” The while, villagers saying, “Ah, he always keep saying like that.” Today they come to the gate, “Oh my God he said that. Period.” They want to talk to me, no chance.
If you have the sankalpam, “yat bhava tat bhavati,” you can do it, can do it. To my hut I had very good vaastu at the time - northeast well. Not this well. In the west is gigantic hill. Pretty good I maintained it. But it’s pretty good anti-vaastu one angle. At the time, to my character, it’s perfect. Then started consulting lot of vaastu people what is what. Then pretty good damaged the vaastu to this ashram. The street focus, what I really wanted to do before, make the road, make the wall here, make the entrance northeast street hitting to the temple. Then all apartments and making extension toward the north, another here. That is a separate block, this is a separate block.
Pretty good it’s getting destroyed. I’m changing again, completely remodeling. Southeast entrance or middle south entrance. Getting out to the northeast, totally slope and making the dome, putting in the middle one big dome. Right now it’s anti-vaastu. Inside it’s pretty good ok, but overall it’s pretty good anti-vaastu – southwest extension, north cut off, there’s only east is extension. Good. So we have the concept of Brahma Consciousness. Once if your Swami’s talking to here, then he goes to the vaastu. That’s your Swami’s clarity.
Why I’m saying, I really miss the fragrance of six, eight years (back) those days. You know what I’m saying? Less tension - very free bird. I have a car, a little like rover. You see it? If you went in the pyramid floor you can see it there, still they put it, they dropped it there. It’s like a big Mercedes, Land Rover. I had the fun. It’s a good car. Very free bird, and just wherever I want to go, go and just enjoy it peacefully. How much it really changed - that’s a nightmare. Getting the part of losing my freedom is kind of, I have to admit it. You know what I’m saying? “Ok do whatever you want it. Drop it. Thank you fine.”