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Actually my master is Shirdi Baba. In my ashram, there is six feet statue, marbles - marble statue with diamonds crown. He’s a big boss, yes he is. He’s the master of the masters - he’s a master of masters - supernatural soul, very supernatural soul. In my life I got a lot of practical experience. May I tell one incident in my life?
When I’m fourteen years old, I have no faith on the God. I’m a very, like a very playing games with friends riding the bicycles, swimming the river – like that nature. Is the very hot time, summer time, examination time to my classes - I am studying on tenth standard. Actually, on the exam, I’m a very… in each subject I got ninety-two percent, ninety-five percent. In my classroom I’m a first man, first boy, class first. Understand? Class first.
So, in... I’m studying in one old temple. It’s old, it is a shed you know - good, peaceful place. I’m using the bicycle out of the village two kilometers, three miles. There is a peaceful place. I am studying there, preparing for the examinations. Every day, a old man is coming that temple. It’s a very old temple and it’s all destroy. A old man, I don’t know he is Shirdi Baba. And he doesn’t walk perfectly, he not walk, barely perfectly. And he with a beard, with cloth, with bag, with begging bowl - one stick in his hand, with coughing.
Four days, since four days, I’m observing him one corner with coughing. When I am going from studies over, he asked for some coins. “Can you give some coins?” Two days I give, third day, I said, “No.” He says, “Ok.” On fourth day, the time is 3:30 to 4:00 pm - I’m very hungry. I’m going to my house to eat food. When I’m going, he ask the coin, “Can you give one coin or two coin?” And I say, “I have no change. I have no coin.” Then he says, “Why you are saying lie?” He say, “You have fifty rupees with you.” Are you following? “You have a fifty rupees with you.”
I was surprised! “How you know?” “I know about you. It’s true.” Then, I said, “I have no change. I’m going to house for food, I will bring the coins, no worry.” “Why you are going house?” I’m very hungry to eat the food. “I will give my food.” “No, no, no, I don’t like your food,” I say. “You don’t like my food? It’s very tasteful.” Then he open his bag and he bring his begging bowl from bag. That food is very spoiled – four days food - four, five days food - you know spoiled - like smell. And I said, “How you eat this food? That’s why you are making your health very spoiled. I’m bring my food from the house, no worry,” I said.
When I’m fourteen years old, I have no faith on the God. I’m a very, like a very playing games with friends riding the bicycles, swimming the river – like that nature. Is the very hot time, summer time, examination time to my classes - I am studying on tenth standard. Actually, on the exam, I’m a very… in each subject I got ninety-two percent, ninety-five percent. In my classroom I’m a first man, first boy, class first. Understand? Class first.
So, in... I’m studying in one old temple. It’s old, it is a shed you know - good, peaceful place. I’m using the bicycle out of the village two kilometers, three miles. There is a peaceful place. I am studying there, preparing for the examinations. Every day, a old man is coming that temple. It’s a very old temple and it’s all destroy. A old man, I don’t know he is Shirdi Baba. And he doesn’t walk perfectly, he not walk, barely perfectly. And he with a beard, with cloth, with bag, with begging bowl - one stick in his hand, with coughing.
Four days, since four days, I’m observing him one corner with coughing. When I am going from studies over, he asked for some coins. “Can you give some coins?” Two days I give, third day, I said, “No.” He says, “Ok.” On fourth day, the time is 3:30 to 4:00 pm - I’m very hungry. I’m going to my house to eat food. When I’m going, he ask the coin, “Can you give one coin or two coin?” And I say, “I have no change. I have no coin.” Then he says, “Why you are saying lie?” He say, “You have fifty rupees with you.” Are you following? “You have a fifty rupees with you.”
I was surprised! “How you know?” “I know about you. It’s true.” Then, I said, “I have no change. I’m going to house for food, I will bring the coins, no worry.” “Why you are going house?” I’m very hungry to eat the food. “I will give my food.” “No, no, no, I don’t like your food,” I say. “You don’t like my food? It’s very tasteful.” Then he open his bag and he bring his begging bowl from bag. That food is very spoiled – four days food - four, five days food - you know spoiled - like smell. And I said, “How you eat this food? That’s why you are making your health very spoiled. I’m bring my food from the house, no worry,” I said.
Then he saw into my eyes, with tears. Then I say, “What happened? No problem, I will bring food to you - matter of even half and hour. Tomorrow is my examination.” Then he say, “Tomorrow is your mathematics paper. You don’t understand? Tomorrow your subject is in examination mathematics.” I told, “Maybe since four days you’re observing me, maybe you got everything.” “How can I know? You know that? I am Shirdi Baba.”
Shirdi Baba, just I am hearing first time - at the first time and interaction with spiritual master. Ok, anyhow, “I am going.” I say. “No, no, no – eat this food.” I say, “No, is very, is bad.” “Ok, you see.” Then he take his stick, made like this, three times - is steaming! You know steaming? Evaporating! It’s the giving vapors! Hot! I surprised - then I felt afraid. “Who are you? Why you are doing this magic?” “I am a master of the magic. Each word is very deep, each word is very deep.”
At the time, I’m very tension to go house. Tomorrow is mathematics, very difficult subject - I want to prepare. Then confusion. That old man catch me - stuck up me with a discussion. Then he say, “Just taste my food little. If you like, eat or you go your mom, take your food.” Then he just give a small food to hand. I taste. Very beautiful! Very tasteful! After touching my tongue, he attracted me. And he made two spoons from his hand. I ate twenty to thirty times, then I feel fill.
Then, just I went to twenty feet to tap to washing my hand. Just I went, matter of one and a half minute, two minutes - he disappeared. He leaved a stick on the place – his stick. Still I have the stick in my ashram. I felt afraid - my heads like this. It is the old temple, nobody’s there. He can’t walk. In the five minutes, just he walks little distance. I came out, then I climbed on that temple, I observed – nowhere. I found his finger - feet finger prints - footprint. Making very - heart is very beating, powerfully, like 240 speed! Making the sweat. “Oh my God!” Then, I’m in full confusion - full confusion! Nobody’s not there! I thought, Nobody’s not to tell like this.”
Anyhow, I brought that stick, then I came to my mother. I told my experience. She told, maybe your dream - you got a dream. “You see the stick?” She say, “Uhh, you always silly – stop.”
Shirdi Baba, just I am hearing first time - at the first time and interaction with spiritual master. Ok, anyhow, “I am going.” I say. “No, no, no – eat this food.” I say, “No, is very, is bad.” “Ok, you see.” Then he take his stick, made like this, three times - is steaming! You know steaming? Evaporating! It’s the giving vapors! Hot! I surprised - then I felt afraid. “Who are you? Why you are doing this magic?” “I am a master of the magic. Each word is very deep, each word is very deep.”
At the time, I’m very tension to go house. Tomorrow is mathematics, very difficult subject - I want to prepare. Then confusion. That old man catch me - stuck up me with a discussion. Then he say, “Just taste my food little. If you like, eat or you go your mom, take your food.” Then he just give a small food to hand. I taste. Very beautiful! Very tasteful! After touching my tongue, he attracted me. And he made two spoons from his hand. I ate twenty to thirty times, then I feel fill.
Then, just I went to twenty feet to tap to washing my hand. Just I went, matter of one and a half minute, two minutes - he disappeared. He leaved a stick on the place – his stick. Still I have the stick in my ashram. I felt afraid - my heads like this. It is the old temple, nobody’s there. He can’t walk. In the five minutes, just he walks little distance. I came out, then I climbed on that temple, I observed – nowhere. I found his finger - feet finger prints - footprint. Making very - heart is very beating, powerfully, like 240 speed! Making the sweat. “Oh my God!” Then, I’m in full confusion - full confusion! Nobody’s not there! I thought, Nobody’s not to tell like this.”
Anyhow, I brought that stick, then I came to my mother. I told my experience. She told, maybe your dream - you got a dream. “You see the stick?” She say, “Uhh, you always silly – stop.”
Ok, in examinations, when I’m seeing - writing in examinations, next day, his voice is coming - his voice to ear. I am making like this. Again, writing. Again, voice is coming. Only now, now… “How are you? How are you?” Then I went to one priest. You know priest? One minister. “One old man made a magic on me! He’s talking to my ears! What happens is good or bad?” Then he want me, “Oh you’re maybe, some bad, evil power. I’ll make you.” Then, he done prayer and he made fifty rupees bill!
Ok, after - few months after, he came in my dreams, “Why you are afraiding? I’m not a bad man. I’m your grandfather – I’m a grandfather all the peoples. Your work is lot of innocent work. You are a global person. You know global person? You are a global person.” I’m not understand - he’s telling. Then after, he invited, “You come to my place. My place is Shirdi. It is in the Maharasta state - after few days, lot of peoples going.”
Then after, I searched for where is Shirdi, who is Shirdi Baba? Then, one priest showed a Baba picture. It is equal – whatever I saw him, that picture. Then I want decide to go Shirdi. One group is going to Shirdi, one touring bus. You know tourist bus? Then, my mother’s not giving permission. Two days I made a strike in the house – no eating food, no water and, on the bed. Now I want you to give the permission to Shirdi. “I will after. Why Shirdi you are? It is a spiritual center! Why you’re going Shirdi? Why you are strong desire? Ok, go!” and my mother gave.
Then I went Shirdi. When I stand in front of Baba statue, he’s saying in Telegu, “I’m waiting for you. Now, right time is coming. I am waiting for you.” This is true. Just standing in front of statue. From that beginning, from here, what is going on? I’m not recognizing myself, coming here, going there, something going there, like this, he’s making, everywhere. Just he’s - he have a remote control on me. Yes, he have remote control on me - he’s doing remote. Sometimes I’m praying, “Why you are making very hard, for too much hard work! I’m not giving good service to anybody - just, it’s enough.” my thoughts. (Baba says) “Nobody cannot get at a time, you try your best - do hard work.”
Ok, after - few months after, he came in my dreams, “Why you are afraiding? I’m not a bad man. I’m your grandfather – I’m a grandfather all the peoples. Your work is lot of innocent work. You are a global person. You know global person? You are a global person.” I’m not understand - he’s telling. Then after, he invited, “You come to my place. My place is Shirdi. It is in the Maharasta state - after few days, lot of peoples going.”
Then after, I searched for where is Shirdi, who is Shirdi Baba? Then, one priest showed a Baba picture. It is equal – whatever I saw him, that picture. Then I want decide to go Shirdi. One group is going to Shirdi, one touring bus. You know tourist bus? Then, my mother’s not giving permission. Two days I made a strike in the house – no eating food, no water and, on the bed. Now I want you to give the permission to Shirdi. “I will after. Why Shirdi you are? It is a spiritual center! Why you’re going Shirdi? Why you are strong desire? Ok, go!” and my mother gave.
Then I went Shirdi. When I stand in front of Baba statue, he’s saying in Telegu, “I’m waiting for you. Now, right time is coming. I am waiting for you.” This is true. Just standing in front of statue. From that beginning, from here, what is going on? I’m not recognizing myself, coming here, going there, something going there, like this, he’s making, everywhere. Just he’s - he have a remote control on me. Yes, he have remote control on me - he’s doing remote. Sometimes I’m praying, “Why you are making very hard, for too much hard work! I’m not giving good service to anybody - just, it’s enough.” my thoughts. (Baba says) “Nobody cannot get at a time, you try your best - do hard work.”
