First concept of your mind, you need to change your... to flexibility. When I meditated in my cave, same like this season, a wild cobra came and made his own house there. I did one hundred and one days process. The law is, I should not enter in this compound. I should completely do minimum everyday sixteen to nineteen hours, certain mantra. It’s completely as a manhole - I have to get in, to get out. And Anthony and few more devotees, staff, they used to bring and they put some fruits there and they go out. A bucket of water they leave it, they go. I have my oil light. Few bugs has came to the light. If you are very gentle with cobra, cobra is very gentle. If you started making any noise and disturbance they attack. But he never disturbed me, but I never disturbed that.
I'm meditating and it started to eating, it hitted the light. It got burned. It got super ferocious on me. It’s almost like one and a half feet - it want to attack on me. It’s like almost a, like standing on the tail, like five feet height. Simply I'm in the middle of process, I should not stop. I have to keep continuing it. There is a Baba picture and I'm looking at him, “Thank you so much. Why you're torturing me?” I have pretty small stick there I can make that move, but actually that is his original place. I came in that place. So, again I started to making cobra calm down, just then its completely it sat. I want to go out. It’s not making me to go out. It's just a manhole and just it is sitting there with completely rounding and sitting, sat. It’s almost one and a half hour it tortured me. It’s not the cobra torturing, it is the, it's the illusion of the, the testing of the Baba. It’s the testing of Baba, torturing. It’s okay. Then it went out. I told it to few devotees. They comes, “Hey, it’s cobra, what we should do?” The people, they want to catch that and take it away. I said, “No, leave it.”
Why I'm saying this, fear complex. Even though a cobra is with you, you need to enjoy the bliss.
~ July 23, 2005
I'm meditating and it started to eating, it hitted the light. It got burned. It got super ferocious on me. It’s almost like one and a half feet - it want to attack on me. It’s like almost a, like standing on the tail, like five feet height. Simply I'm in the middle of process, I should not stop. I have to keep continuing it. There is a Baba picture and I'm looking at him, “Thank you so much. Why you're torturing me?” I have pretty small stick there I can make that move, but actually that is his original place. I came in that place. So, again I started to making cobra calm down, just then its completely it sat. I want to go out. It’s not making me to go out. It's just a manhole and just it is sitting there with completely rounding and sitting, sat. It’s almost one and a half hour it tortured me. It’s not the cobra torturing, it is the, it's the illusion of the, the testing of the Baba. It’s the testing of Baba, torturing. It’s okay. Then it went out. I told it to few devotees. They comes, “Hey, it’s cobra, what we should do?” The people, they want to catch that and take it away. I said, “No, leave it.”
Why I'm saying this, fear complex. Even though a cobra is with you, you need to enjoy the bliss.
~ July 23, 2005